in the beginning...
well this is good.... goooood. excellent. seeing as no one knows about this yet, it's kinda like i'm writing to myself. except for the creeps that randomly stumble upon this of course, which is highly possible. i think that it's going to take a while for me to get used to writing things on here though. why would anyone really care to hear about my random weird thoughts anyway? i have no clue. no. clue.
i went to my grandma's church today. it was tiring. i hate going to places where i feel like i'm just fighting the whole time - fighting in my spirit. the church had such a wonderful community atmosphere, but they were trying to put a worship style/form on them that just didn't fit. they were trying to catch the form rather than catching the vision. ohhhhh church.
and seeing that it's easter, i watched the passion again for the first time since it came out. that was tiring as well. on top of it all i had a big meal, and food always makes me want to sleep.
AND! oh! and another exciting adventure. i had a super long good talk with Laura from work yesterday about Christianity and the church and Holy Spirit and a bunch of fun things like that and I think that it all came out right, which made me so happy. i love it when i can share/connect with people on more than a, "how's your day" "...goood. it's great" "great" type thing. i love her so much, and she has such an amazing heart, and i want her to know truth. i got a word for her too afterwards, just about God's tears for her - i'm not sure if i'm meant to share it or not though.
anyway. i'm mad at my manager for leaving on vacation and just assuming that i could cover his shifts even though i have plans that i'll have to break now probably. gr. so i'm going to write somemore and hopefully finish off my vanguard application.
ahhhhhh.... well, farewell funny little blog. i could get quite use to you. farewell.
i went to my grandma's church today. it was tiring. i hate going to places where i feel like i'm just fighting the whole time - fighting in my spirit. the church had such a wonderful community atmosphere, but they were trying to put a worship style/form on them that just didn't fit. they were trying to catch the form rather than catching the vision. ohhhhh church.
and seeing that it's easter, i watched the passion again for the first time since it came out. that was tiring as well. on top of it all i had a big meal, and food always makes me want to sleep.
AND! oh! and another exciting adventure. i had a super long good talk with Laura from work yesterday about Christianity and the church and Holy Spirit and a bunch of fun things like that and I think that it all came out right, which made me so happy. i love it when i can share/connect with people on more than a, "how's your day" "...goood. it's great" "great" type thing. i love her so much, and she has such an amazing heart, and i want her to know truth. i got a word for her too afterwards, just about God's tears for her - i'm not sure if i'm meant to share it or not though.
anyway. i'm mad at my manager for leaving on vacation and just assuming that i could cover his shifts even though i have plans that i'll have to break now probably. gr. so i'm going to write somemore and hopefully finish off my vanguard application.
ahhhhhh.... well, farewell funny little blog. i could get quite use to you. farewell.
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